I'm only 8 weeks out and I feel that way sometimes. Dinner is my biggest problem. If we are having something I really like like taco's I can't stop eating them. I eat to much I know but I never throw up and I never dump, at least not yet. I am never really hungry and I never feel full, satisfied yes but full no unless I eat to much. Now I still am not eating what I used to before surgery but I still feel like I can over eat if I have no will power. I like the weekdays because I go to work and take my lunch and control my portions much better. So yes I know exactly how you feel some days are good and some aren't. I typically have no will power but it has gotten better since surgery. I am motivated to be healthier, you just need to find your motivation again!
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