Time feels like it is standing still... I just want to get all the testing done so I can get into surgery like tomorrow! This must be what jail feels like... I think I might start drawing tally marks on my walls... Lol
I felt the same way, initially. But after 7 months of therapy, testing, etc prior to surgery, I feel like it has helped me digest what will happen. My surgery is May 7th. And now I wouldn't have done it any earlier. Good luck!
I totally understand what you are saying... I think I'm so anxious because I already went through all this 3 years ago... I feel like I have been waiting that long, lol... In reality I'm starting all over.