I backed out the first time ... and now I want to do this. Should I?

How are you doing Kathy?  Feeling any better about taking the step forward? 

Yes, I'm feeling good about it this time around.  Thanks.  I was in a good spot the last time until my separation happened and I had a lot of unknowns in my life.  The kids are settled now and I have been in my new home for about a year and a half.  I'm feeling that it is the time for me.  As for not really having the support of my sister, in the end, she will be supportive.  It's not something she will do or understand, but she will be there for whatever I need.  I do have other friends and family for support, but over the last few years I've become pretty independent.