Jealous Boss/Friends?
Have any of you had to deal with a boss making little passive aggressive comments towards you after you've lost a significant amount of weight? Mine is VERY alpha female and I think she's starting to feel a little threatened because I'm right on the threshold of being smaller than she is. She went on a "diet" for a couple of weeks and says she lost 20 lbs (though I can't really see where) while I've been on my journey. (She's one of the few people that knows about my WLS, and I was VERY hesitant to tell her because I had a feeling this situation was going to come up sooner or later) I was making a comment about my XL scrub bottoms being too big and needing to get new ones in the next size down and she commented, "oh, don't buy new ones, I have TONS of size large in my closet that I can't wear anymore, because I lost weight and I need mediums now"
There is no way in hell this woman is a size medium. Even in something like scrub bottoms.
Anyway, i'm getting off on a tangent. There have been other comments here and there, basically with her being competitive and jealous of me feeling better about myself.
The complicated part of this situation is that we are friends outside of work, that friendship dates back to before I began this job. I'm trying to figure out if I'm just being overly sensitive or if this is an issue that I need to address. (which I would dread, especially given her mood lately)
Has anyone else gone through this? I'm feeling very stressed over it. :-(
Good luck love!
Since I had the surgery, she's been really happy for me..but yet I've heard from her sister that she's mentioned not wanting to be the 'fat friend' with me losing all this weight. She has been really strick w/her eating, and exercising and is now weighing 207...I'm still stuck at 222.
I am very happy for her, but also frustrated because for once in my life I wanted to be smaller than her..at least for a short time. I mean I've lost 132 lbs..but still..her losing 47 lbs has her smaller than me already.
I think its very normal to feel a bit of jealousy. Maybe this lady has lost 20 lbs and feels like she wants to be noticed like you are probably getting noticed for your loss. I know I'm thrilled that my friend and I are both getting healthy and losing weight..but I still want to be the smaller one..
Personally I'd take the scrub bottoms and say thank you.
Fortunately for me I have the BEST BEST BEST girlfriends I could have ever been blessed with. With the size of MY ego I'm surprised they've been MY friends this long. Even when I was 300+ I was/am a mess. With that said they have been nothing but supportive. I have one friend who made comments about being the "fat" friend but I know it's just insecurity from her being fat. She is now the fat friend but see's from me nothing but the love I've always had and the confidence I've had as a big girl is translating into HER being more confident no matter WHAT size yada yada.
Just know that it's HER issue and insecurities talking. No real "need" to address it UNLESS she starts being a real ***** and then you'll know she wasn't really your friend to begin with.
Ms Shell
I had a co-worker *****tired just before I had my sleeve done. When I first mentioned that I wanted to have WLS, she cautioned against it, mentioning someone who used to work in our dept. who had died of WLS complications. My co-worker had worked here much longer than me, so I did not work with the woman who passed away, but came to find out, through other co-workers, that the woman had terrible health problems, and had her surgery way back in the early 90's, when it wasn't as perfected as it is now.
This co-worker, who was not exaclty a ballerina, btw, always had a little jab about weight. She would say stuff like "Oh, my mother was over 300 lbs and extremely heavy too," etc. She has been back to visit several times since I had my surgery and has never said one word about my weight loss, even as it has become quite apparent that I am losing weight. As a matter of fact, the last time she came in, last week, she looked at me and said "Losing slow is the best way, isn't it?" Then went around telling everyone that she has lost weight.
Whatever.
There are always going to be people who feel jealous and/or threatened. They would probably deny it, as no one wants to think they are capable of such pettiness. But there ya go.
I have a sister that made the comment "I'm the fat sister now" But she got off her ass and has lost 40lbs on her own! I'm very proud of her. Even though this girl was homecomming queen wearing a 00 yep DOUBLE ZERO. So I have very little sympathy. A couple of my friends are jealous- one in particular. I just blow it off. It makes us both uncomfortable. She like to take pics of me and show them around like I'm a circus sideshow.