I Shouldn't Have....

Read some of the horror stories on another site. Some people really had a rough time after they had this surgery, and my heart just goes out to them. Reading the bad stories has not deterred me from wanting this, therefore I know now more than ever, I AM READY.  So far I have read nothing but encouraging progress from the members on this site, soooo that's a sign that I should stay my butt over here. lol. My surgery isn't until Sept. 14, but I'm totally obsessing about it everyday. I am a Certified Family Nurse Practitioner, but when I become the patient, my medical knowledge just doesn't seem to be enough. I am so looking forward to progressing from pre-op to THE LOSER'S BENCH. Anyhoo..Congrats sleevers, and I hope to be joining you soon. Be Blessed everyone.

Robin

 You're ahead of the game already, with your health education and knowledge   You know then, that so much of the healing game is mental.  If you have a positive attitude, this whole experience will be easier for you.

Congratulations on making this decision for yourself.  You will find lots of positive support here.  If you are finding negative stories - don't let them put a worm in your brain.  Keep your eyes on the prize.  Best of luck to you 
 

Your medical background is going to serve you well, but it's not warm and cozy.  For support, there's nothing like other folks with common goals and aspirations.  You are going to love this.  I worked my butt off in 2001 and 2007 and lost a lot of weight, but there was definite suffering involved.  Yes, surgery is not a cake walk, but the work I'm doing now feels effortless to me (given that I follow nutritional guidelines and exercise daily!).  But still, for me, by comparison it's effortless.  I'm almost 20 lbs less that I could get to after months and months of work and feelings of deprivation, and I don't see myself stopping anytime soon, and I'm not suffering in the least.  I hope you have as positive an experience.  Good luck!
Jenny

Aww, thanks so much to both of you. I try to keep a positive attitude about most things, and this is especially important. I'll admit, I'm a little scared, but my faith helps with the fear. Thank you again for the support.

Hi Robin,

You are making a great decision by getting the sleeve.  I too am in the medical field..I am a RN.  That sometimes works against us I think.  Before I had my sleeve, I really did alot of research and felt very confident that it was the best choice for me..and it was.  This has been the best thing that I have ever done for me and I feel so much better in every way!  Keep your eye on the prize..know that nerves are very normal but if you know that this is what you really want...go for it..and join us on the losers bench!

Good luck to you.  If you have any questions, I would be happy to help.

Patty

My surgery was a breeze from start to finish.  I had no pain to speak of, in fact I had a migraine the day after my op which was much worse!  I had no sickness, and according to the surgeon my op went as well as it could have done.  I am now 11 weeks post op, and although my weight loss is slower than others, and I have never had weeks with huge losses (apart from the first week home), and I have only had one week where I have stalled, I am thrilled with my loss so far.  I feel on top of the world!  I took a lot of my bigger clothes to the charity shop the other day, and it felt quite final to part with them.  Before on normal diets, I knew in my mind that the weight would go back on at some stage (like many times over the years).  Now I feel liberated..... I am no longer controlled by food.  I don't feel much hunger, although I know when my tummy is empty ;o)  I eat much more sensibly now I know my body needs a good quality diet to get the nutrients in.  I can eat anything, and nothing has been a problem for me.  I feel totally normal, but freed from the constant gorging, and then feeling guilty, then feeling depressed at the weight gain.
My sleeve is the best thing I have ever done for myself, and I only wish I had known about this surgery earlier. 
Go for it Robin, you certainly won't regret it :o)

Thanks everyone! You guys are the best! The inspiration is truly appreciated.