10 Month Post Op Journey with Pics
The hardest part was that after the first five months I noticed my sleeve could hold a lot of food and even though that doesn't mean I should eat more there are many times (today included) that I have over indulged. I think the surgery part (which I was so afraid of) was actually the easy part. Realizing that the super morbidly obese girl still lives within me despite what the scale says is a really hard part. It is funny how mentally that reverses. When I was super morbidly obese I always felt like a thin person who was a prisoner trapped in a fat body. I felt like it was a suit I just wanted to zip off. Now I am thinner and I still have all the mental issues of a heavier person and I feel that person inside of me. Oh well, I don't know if any of that made sense.
Totally makes sense. I am having a hard time with the mental sides of things too. You ware an inspiration though!!