So at a follow up appointment today I've just been told I no longer qualify for the surgery. My BMI has gone below the 35% benchmark. I'm so upset I'm just crying non-stop. I've done everything they've ask hence the weightloss bringing me below the mark. I know I can lose the weight but I also know without the tool of surgery I wont keep it off, it's been a lifelong battle for me. I don't want to go backwards and put the weight back on but that's basically what I would need to do. I'd need to regain 20lbs.

I met with the dietitian a couple of days ago and she has outlined a plan that has me eating 6 times a day, I'm afraid that i will lose control eating that often. I feel like i am constantly thinking about food and what i need to eat next. Anyone have advice to help keep me on track?