Lisa B.
I am a loser ...and not the good kind :(
Mar 31, 2009
I have had my surgery scheduled 3 times and chickened out each time, with the exception of the time my blood count was too low. I am scared to death of two things. 1. Being put to sleep..which is sooooooo stupid because I have been put under 4 times before and came out just fine. 2. That I will fail. I have little control and am scared I will sabatoge myself. If I had control I wouldnt be fat in the first place right?? Now I have one final date...April 29th. This is the last month my insurance will pay 100% of my surgery. So I really need to get my head around this whole situation. When I think about life continuing the way is at my weight...I just wanna cry. Any advice, words of wisdom you can offer would be a godsend :)
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About Me
Minot, ND
Location
54.9
BMI
Surgery
04/29/2009
Surgery Date
Apr 18, 2007
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