Sheryl in So Cali
Jan 10th 2009....I have been bad.....
Jan 10, 2009
and my dear Angel, Rachel Q, made me aware of it. What did she do? She reminded me how bad it is not to update my profile/blog. Yes, I have not posted to it in FOREVER but from today, I am going to update it regularly.I have been fighting the food demons for over a year now. Unlike some, I have no dumping and can eat anything without side effects. I have not admitted this to anyone, until today, but I have gained 16#s from my lowest weight. Why? FOOD! I have no one to blame but myself, I am my own worst enemy. After attending Dr Lamont's class this morning, I realize I am not alone and I can get back control of my life. I have the attitude that it is ok to cheat and promise myself I will not do it again. Yeah right! With Dr Lamont's help and the help of my friends, I will get back my self control and I WILL post here regularly to put myself in check. I will follow Dr Lamont's lesson plans and you, who may read my blog, will be my confessor. Please email me with your support and good words, and give me a slap when I am bad.
I did not realize how much I miss getting together with my old and new friends. My life has been a roller coaster for about 6 months, and this is when I gained my 16#'s. I choose not to go into it in detail, but I will say, food is my comfort when I am upset, sad, depressed, well you get the idea. Perhaps by admitting my weakness, I will conquer my demons.
Enough for now, but I will post again soon.
I hope to hear from some of my old friends from years past because I miss you all so much. Being with Rachel today made me realize how important all of you are in my life. Maybe we can have an "oldies" get together for dinner soon, somewhere in the OC?
XOXOXOXO
Sheryl
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About Me
San Clemente, CA
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28.2
BMI
Surgery
10/11/2004
Surgery Date
Jan 13, 2004
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