Oh my goodness....

Mar 19, 2011

Well, a few days ago, I had my Psych Eval.  Oh my goodness, it was soooo much more nervewracking than I expected!  I had an hour of talk counseling followed by a 299 question written true/false response test......and WOW, some of the questions on that test were really somewhere out there in left field!  Now, I have to just wait and see the results of the written test, but, my Dr. said that he didn't expect anything to come out of the test that would keep me from proceeding with my surgery.  He told me he thought I had a good grasp on what the surgery entailed and knew I wanted the surgery to get healthy for my family.

I am really trying to eat better but it is so hard because I get so completely ravenous and undo any good choices I have made.  I have really got to get my head wrapped around the fact that I HAVE to lose 20 pounds BEFORE July 11, 2011!  I guess I  have always been a procrastinator and now is the time to get my ass in gear......just wish I knew how.  It feels like since I finally have ins that will pay for the surgery and it finally really is a possibility that I can have it, I have just given up trying to lose on my own.  I mean, I have been trying to lose weight since 6th grade!.....isn't 26 years long enough to show that I JUST CAN'T DO IT MYSELF?!!!  I had this ephipany this week and called my family Dr. to call a dietician and make an appointment for me.  Hopefully I'll get a call next week with an appointment date.

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