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Hello everyone! It's been a while since I updated my page and so much has happen. First of all, I'm feeling wonderful! I'm in love with myself. i pass by mirrors just to look at myself.  I went from a size 24 to a 18. I have not had any serious mishaps or complication. The first month was the worst. My body had to adjust to the changes. I had to buckle down and follow directions, as far as what i could and could not eat. And eventually everything fell into place. (Thank GOD). I enjoy the compliments. I've had several WOW moments and it feels so good. I exspecially enjoy going through my closet and trying on clothes that i could not fit. But now there either to big or just right. Two weeks ago I went shopping for a outfit. I was in a rush so I went straight for the size 24, not thinking at all.  ........ But I got in the dressing room put the dress on and i started crying... The dress just fell off me. I can't remember the last time I tried on something and it was extremely to big. There was a mixture of emotions all at once and it was just one of those moments.  I went for the 18 and it was perfect. I can wear dresses or shirts with the back out, I can comfortably  cross my legs, and my energy level is amazing. I feel i'm losing the weight at a slower rate than others but I'm okay with that because I'm still getting the results I want. I feel good and I'm healthy. So what else can i ask for??? I have not had my blood work done, which is my fault. The doctor gave me the form for it a bout a month ago.. But, I have not gone yet. I realize I need to. I recently started exercising so hopefully that will increase the weight loss. My goal is to post atleast once a month, so  until next time...               

Well it is finally over and i'm on my way to new beginnings. First I want to think everyone for the support that was offered and well wishes I really needed it. Let's begin... Sunday night I could hardly sleep I was so nervous. I arrived at  the hospital around 8:45am. Once I got there I was assigned a room, changed into a gown, and waited, and waited, and waited.  At 10:30 my husband went and found a nurse to ask why no one has come in to the room. No one checked my vital signs or anything. She apologized and blamed another nurse. So finally they checked my vitals, i got on the scale, and started the IV. I was happy to see my preop weight was 273 2 weeks prior I was 285.  My happiness soon turned to angry. It took the nurse 5 tries before she got my IV in. I didn't understand because I have good veins. Finally she got the IV in. Then she went to the other arm to draw blood. I had to speak up I asked her why she did not draw blood from the IV she just started, instead of sticking me again for the 6th time. She told me she forgot she had to draw blood. Ok at this point I had a few choice words for her  --But, I let it go and continued to pray I had a much bigger battle ahead of me. My surgery was scheduled for 11:30. I did not make it to the holding area until 11:45. But , once I got there things started moving fast. Before I knew it they were wheeling me back into the surgery room. I was crying (I"m a big baby) and  praying. Dr Fernandez came out and hugged me, told me everything was going to be fine, and it would be over before i knew anything. Next thing I knew my hand was stingy and burning  I asked what was it. (later I found out it was a medication to relax me) Then they put a oxygen mask on me told me to take a few deep breaths. I remember taking 1 deep breath and I was out. Next thing I remember is hearing alot of talking, and my abdominal area was hurting. The nurse was telling me to breath and she had the oxygen mask. I said "oh my GOD it is not over".  What did i get myself into? The nurse said "Honey the surgery is over". Your doing fine this is just oxygen I need you to wake up now. I could not believe it was done so quick. I recieved pain medication and medication for nausea. I have not taken any since I'm feeling wonderful. I was discharged the next day. This is post op day two only complaint I have is I can not swallow the protein. The smell of it make me sick. So I have to research and find something that will work for me. I really did not expect things to go as well as it is. But when you step out on faith and lean on GOD all things are possible. This is just the beginning.

Tomorrow is show time!! I was having 2nd thoughts, and just letting my nerves get the best of me. Surprisingly, today i'm calmer. I had to make myself eat because I have not had a appetite the last 2 days. I decided to keep myself occupied as much as possible so I don't think about the what if's. I walked, went to the grocery store, washed clothes, and now I'm  cleaning my house. Hopefully, I wear my self out and I sleep good tonight. . GOD is so amazing and he continues to bless me. I'm confident and assured this surgery is just another blessing. I look forward to my next post at that time I will be a LOSER!

Today I went to the hospital and signed several forms: consent for procedures, etc... I asked a few more questions since this is my first surgey. I wanted to know what will happen from start to finish. The nurse was very pleasant, and patient with me. She encouraged questions and that made me comfortable. There's one thing that made me mad. I was very clear with my physican and the hospital --- when I requested the time for my surgery. I asked for early morning 8-9am. I was told 9am. Then it was changed to 10am. Now, they have me scheduled for 11:30am. If they change it one more time I might request another date. I don't want to worry all day over this. I want to wake up, go in, have it, and be done with it. So, Monday I have to be to the hospital at 9am. Get antibotics and everything prior to surgery. I'm praying that everything goes as well--smoothly--- as it has so far. I will keep posting!!

The wait is over... United Healthcare approved me. So,  my surgery date is 04/21/08 at 0900.  I'm so scared.  I've gone from being nervous to scared. So I'm just praying. Friday I go to the hospital for pre-op procedure. I'm sure all will go well.

I recieved a phone call today from the doctor's office. When I saw the phone number my heart started beating so fast. I was so nervous I almost didn't answer the phone. Anyway, she was calling to inform me that she submitted paperwork spoke with my insurance company and they confirmed they recieved it. She's 100% confident I will be approved so they gave me a surgery date of 04/21/2008 @ 9am. . PENDING the approval of the insurance company. I could not believe that soon. But, I know GOD planned this for me. So I won't question how and why. My faith assures me that this is the right thing and I'm praying the insurance company come through for me. 

After, I hung up with the doctors office--- U know I placed a call to United Healthcare. Again they confirmed paper work was recieved. The member service rep  said it goes to a nurse first then the nurse forwards the info to the insurance company physician. The physician decides if I get approved or not. The rep also said a nurse already reviewed my info and forward to physician. I should know if I'm approved or not in 48 hours (which is Thursday). Wow I'm so nervous. Everything is moving so fast. But, I'm ready. I can do this!!!

I went to my last appt with Dr. Fernandez. Everything is good!! I asked alot of last minute questions, and  Dr. fernandez welcomed them all and gave me all the time and attention I needed. My information was submitted today to United Healthcare for approval. So I'm just waitingfor the phone call. I hope they don't drag their feet and make this process longer than it have to be. I'm so nervous...

Tomorrow I have a consult with the nutritionist. At that point all pre-assessment procedures will be complete. I will have another visit with Dr. Fernandez and my info will be submitted to my insurance company for approval. I'm so excited and ready to get this over with.