Week 17... The Battle Rages on!

Jun 24, 2009

I am so close to 199lbs. I can practically taste it... The scale eluded me this week. I was really hoping but honestly I ate soooo much this weekend I knew that there was no way I would drop much weight. I just kept nibbling all day... okay more like 5 straight days; all the while NOT hungry... WTF 

I am not a food junkie... I don't sneak foods, I don't eat when bored or stressed... no I have a completely different problem. I am a social eater. You put me in a room with other people and food... I will eat myself sick. I completely loose track of what and how much I have eaten. And I had a horrible weekend and start to my week this week.

This weekend I had several engagements, I took my protein... Nope didn't drink it. I took my vitamins... nope forgot I even had them with me. Buffet line... not hungry but sure I will walk up there with you and continue our conversation...while talking fill a plate... maybe two. Go back to the table... talk and eat, rinse and repeat for HOURS.

I was so sick on Sunday night that I thought I was safe when at work!
Monday... WRONG again had a lunch with a Payor.
Tuesday ~ nothing on my calender safe... NOPE catered lunch for leadership recognition.

I cant seem to cut any slack...

I am setting all appointments to tentative if they are scheduled around lunch and if there is a whiff of food... I am not going.

Other than that... I was hit by a car (bumped more like it) while walking into work on Monday morning. My leg is still hurts a little so I am laying off the exercise until it feels better. I am beginning to HATE my job... and I am seriously considering looking for a new one.

Life has been crazy...but what doesn't kill me will make me stronger!!!

I do officially weight what my drivers license states. That's a win!!!


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