Getting back in the swing of things…..

May 05, 2010

Hi everyone, It’s been such a long time since I’ve visited this site and posted on the board. With the demands of family, work and school I realized I just couldn’t keep up my juggling act. So after having some band complications (overfill and total fluid removal), I decided to take a break from my fills until I could commit myself to regular workouts like I did almost 2 years ago when I weighed in at 258.  A year plus some months later, I’ve gained 39 pounds, weighing today at 297!  But to my delight, I will graduate from school in two weeks!   I envision this opening up many doors for me. Instead of staying up late or waking up early to do school work, I’ll do A-New-Me work.  I feel a lil bad that I’ve put some weight back on but I realize that I had the willpower before and can have it again. Also by visiting the board today, I realized how valuable the support and encouragement is to the process when shared with others on similar paths. I look forward to reconnecting with you all. Keep me in your prayers!  
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Band Issues....

Sep 24, 2009

So where do I begin....

A few months ago I had some band issues out of no where, I seemed to become too tight although my last fill was about 3-4 weeks ago.  Well I had to have all of the fluids removed from my band and start all over.  As of today, I've had a minor fill that has brought about little to no restriction.  I'm going back in Oct for another fill and hoping for better results.  Although I recognize that I lost most of my weight when my schedule was less hectic, I need to figure out a better method to juggle the demands of life and staying on track with losing weight. 

I'll be in touch but in the meantime, I'm keeping hope alive!
~ANM
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Juggling act....

Mar 06, 2009

Hi,
It's been some time since I've checked or even posted to this site.  It's nice to drop in and see how folks are doing.  I've been pretty busy this last year.  I've increased my school load with hopes of finishing my program this year so that has pushed my working out to the back burner.  I haven't lost much weight but I haven't gained either.  I'm looking forward to warmer days, getting out and shedding some pounds!

I'll keep you posted.  Until next time, be blessed!
~ANM
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Just reflecting....

Sep 23, 2008

9-23-08

Hey! It's funny how our self perception is so different than what other's see.  Let me explain....I know I've lost a lot of weight since having surgery.  But when I look at my body in the mirror, I pretty much see the same shape/weight that I've seen for many years (although there is one less belly roll ).  Anyway, I have to remind myself that all the walking, aqua workouts, weight training and choosing of healthier foods have and do make a difference.  I have to remind myself that I no longer wear a size 26/28 pants, 26/28-30/32 blouses, 46D bras, 10W shoes, etc.  In reminding myself of how far I've come, it helps me to remain consistent as consistency is key. 

In the beginning of this journey, I remember saying that I'd be happy wearing a size 20 pants.  Well sitting in a size 20 pants today, I realize I'd like to lose more. I'm not sure what size my idea weight will bring, but I look forward to looking in the mirror and seeing "A New Me."

Until next time,
~ANM

Time Flies.....

Aug 25, 2008

8/25/08

Hello All,
They say time flies when you're having fun and it really does;  I'm enjoying the healthier me.  Besides having so much more energy and participating in activities that I never considered in the past,  I'm able to wear clothes I haven't worn in many years (thank God I didn't throw them away).  

I have to admit the compliments went to my head and I fell off track.  I stopped walking and began to not pay attention to what I was eating.  But thankfully, I'm back on track and realize I have much more weight to lose although I'm not discounting what I've accomplished thus far.  So I'm back to walking my behind off (2 to 3 miles a day), I've signed up for an aqua fitness class and I'm checking the board for inspiration. I'm setting mini goals for myself.  I'd love to lose 39 pounds by my 39th birthday in November.   I'm hoping to  "step out"  for my birthday, I want to really LOOK like I've lost some weight.   I may be pushing it, I'm not sure but I'm looking forward to the challenge.  Pray for me!!

Oh, about a month ago, I had a scare.  Out of the blue, I had to get an unfil in July after not having a fill since Feb. I don't know what caused this too tight feeling but I was relieved that my band was still in place and that I didn't require any type of surgery.  I'm scheduled for an adjustment in September.  So I guess that's a mouthful. 
Until next time,
~ANM

Happy 1year Bandiversary to Me!

Jun 12, 2008

6-12-08

Just a quick post to acknowledge the day.....

Wow, where did the time go?  It's been a year already and I'm happy to report that as of today, I'm 65 pounds lighter!  I started this journey at 318 and today the scale reads 253!  I know I could have done better but I'm not beating myself up over it.  My journey isn't over!

PS - Here's a special shout-out to frutiful165, your postings are so inspirational, I draw strength from reading them.  Thank you!

Spring is Here!

Apr 17, 2008

4-17-08

Hi All,
Based on the continuous warms days, I think I can say for sure Spring is here and I'm back to getting my walk on!  It's an awesome feeling to walk in pleasant weather, I don't know what it is but I feel so empowered and free.  

So in two months, I'll be celebrating my 1 year bandiversary.  I never set a one year goal but I'd be happy with losing 75 pounds by June 12th.  So we'll see what happens.  In the meantime, I'll continue to do my morning 1 mile walk or if I stay in the house, 2 mile walk away the pounds DVD (maybe 3 mile soon), walk on my lunch break and try to squeeze in an evening walk.  I also started using some hand weights.  A friend suggested that I get some 5 pound weights and do some arm exercises in the evening while watching TV.  I tell you, it doesn't feel like a chore at all.  Waiting for the results to show……

In any event, I'm happy with my weight loss and looking forward to losing more during these summer months.

Until next time,
~ANM

 


Checking in....

Mar 05, 2008

3-5-08

Hi All,
So I haven't had a chance to post in some time.  I've been so busy with work (recently promoted ) and school besides the normal every day stuff with family and friends.

Anyway, I still have pretty good restriction although I'm not as tight as I had been (thank goodness).  I really haven't had a scale victory since my last posting but I surely can see a change in my clothing.  I'm happy to report that I purchased a size 20 jeans!!!!  They have 1% spandex but they're still a size 20.  I got them from Fashion Bug.  I normally don't shop at Fashion Bug but wanted some classic casual jeans w/o all the decals, pockets, etc. and they happen to have some on sale for $12.49!  I haven't worn a size 20 since the doors of 16 Plus opened!  My tops are still a size 24 and/or 26 but they fit soooooooooooo much better than before.  

In all, I'm happy.  I thought I would have lost more than 60 pounds by now (March will be 9 months) but I blame my lack of progress on the cold weather.  I'm really looking forward to the weather changing so that I can get out and do more walking.  I hope to incorporate weight lifting and toning exercises into my cardio workout.  

Until next time,
~ANM



Fill Number 4

Feb 16, 2008

2-16-08

Hi,
So on Feb. 6th, I went for my 4th fill.  The doc put in .5 cc and thought maybe I was too tight.  After a brief discussion we decided that we would give it a try and if I was having any problems, I'd come back for a small unfill.  

So I've followed the "fill diet."  Now that I've moved onto solids and....... I know I have restriction.  I'm TIGHT!!!  I've lost 7 pounds in the last 10 days.  So far, I haven't been able to eat much besides a few bites of chicken and chilli.  I've gotten stuck a few times in the last week and a half.  I'm trying to track what causes my stuck episodes to see if it's something I'm doing or is my band too tight.  Needless to say, I'm happy with the results although it is a lil frustrating that my meals are so limited.  

So my plan is to eat as much protein as possible, ride this fill out as long as I can and pray that an unfill is not necessary.   

Until next time,
~ANM



Going for fill # 4

Jan 21, 2008

1-21-08
Hi All,
I decided that it's time for another fill.  I've been batteling 2 to 4 pounds for the last several weeks and I think it's time for another fill.  Because I'm not able to eat what I use to eat, I had convinced myself that I still had proper restriction. I had forgotten about the time when I was satisfied by eating 1/2 of a deli sandwich for lunch.  I'm looking foward to Feb. 6th and seeing the scale move again.  

I'm also looking forward to getting past the cold winter months so that I can get outside and walk on a more regular basis.

Praying to stay motivated and focused....
Until next time,
~ANM



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