The sun will come out, tomorrow!

Nov 10, 2015

Well, tomorrow is the big day.

It's finally arrived after a whole year in the making.

How am I feeling?  Grateful to have this opportunity.  Curious about the future.  Excited to be moving forward.  Perhaps a little tiny bit nervous, just because I know it's going to hurt when I wake up.  All in all, I'm feeling pretty laid back and ready to go.  I'm certainly feeling the loss of my protein shakes today, being on the only-clearliquids-day-before-surgery diet part.... I'm hungry and very tired, but I found some delight in having a cup of apple juice!  

My ship sets sail tomorrow and I'm excited to experience this journey and see where it takes me.  I feel that I have made the best decision for myself and I hope I remember that when people start saying things, and I am sure they will.  I still don't know who I am going to tell, if anybody else.  My husband, mother-n-law, best friend, and my mother are the only people I've told, and I may just decide to keep it that way.  A "don't ask, don't tell" kind of thing.  I hope that I can heal up quickly and without issue and move on to whatever comes next.  I can't believe how helpful this site has been and I anticipate will continue to be in the future!  So much help and real information and it's free!  I am glad I took the chance and started here. 

Signing off until after the surgery!  

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