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Woooooo Hoooooooo, the date we wait so in patiently to get. When it comes i jump around like I'm crazy and still yet, I cant cash it in for money of a new toy for my child. But I sat and waited , and waited, and waited desperately fore date. Only to sit and wait for surgery now. This wait is the worst cause now I'm thing if I should go through with it or not. What if their are any complications, Is this all that I taught it would be. So all in all I'm fighting with the demons in my head to stay sane, I did all my research, I know I want this. Woooooo Hooooooooo !!!!!!! 

 I cant wait to peel off these layers and go forth with life. I will endure it greatly.   

I'm still frighting to even stay above water.   

I the closer I get, the more crazy I feel and feel to scream.
 
I don't want to regret any thing no more.

I'm rolling with the punches.