Surgery day

May 05, 2017

Ok so its 4:39 am in Toronto. And i am up . Its surgery day. I'm excited. Anxious.  Nervous. But i just can't wait to see what tomorrow holds.  I have to be at the hospital at noon surgery is at 3pm. I don't understand why they do surgery so late knowing it takes hours.  I just want to get through it and be able to say goodnight to my babies....

I packed their suitcas and sent it off with bestie she is absolutely amazing. Don't know what I wuld do without her. I packed a few things fr myself.  Wish i knew where the tablet cord is....

So I didn't reach my weight loss goal. I wanted to lose 30lbs while on the pre op diet.  I lost just over 19lbs as of yesterday.   I hope the hospital weighs me today if  i hit the 20lbs lost mark I'd be ok. 

I don't have a definite goal weight but i would like to see myself eventually in the 100s but i think i would look ill being that skinny at 5ft10. I think being around 230 lbs would be my first major goal nov 2018.

My goal for September 5th 2017 is to lose 70lbs i know i set big goals but i can do it....

I am so ready for this next step in life to be a healthier me..... goals are meant to be achieved....

I will keep you all posted on my recovery. 

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