Feeling sorry for myself..... ????
Jan 08, 2021
Sooooooo yall im in a bad spot right now. Went to doc yesterday for final pre-op app an they told me my insurance had not signed off on my surgery!!!! I mean wth...they had me go ahead with my final blood work an a ronna test today an even pre op intake over the phone. What if all this work all this time is for nothing? It took me a year an half to get to where im at now. I feel defeted on a level that I cant explain. Not to mention im on this liquid diet an thats hard all on its own. My doc said if they havent heard anything by Monday than I want be able to have surgery Tues. When i heard that i cried ..then got mad ..then wanted to eat ..but didnt. Now Im home on the couch with my protien shake puffy eyes comfy clothes an Netflix waddling in my self pitty lol .....
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change change the things I can an wisdom to know the difference ......
Last doc app before surgery
Jan 07, 2021
Headed to doc for my last appointment before surgery! Im so nervous an excited. I have been on this liquid diet seems like forever but ik its gonna be worth it. I have lost a little weight I can tell in my arms an face. 2021 is gonna be my year no doubt corona or not Im goin to rock this journey an prove to myself I can do this. Will post update soon stay beauitful my friends!
12 days till my surgery an im freaking out!!!
Dec 31, 2020
So im 12 days out from my gastric sleeve an im a total wreck! Inhave waited so long (2yrs of hoops) an now that.its right in front of me im all in my feelings. The pre op diet has been the worst all clear liquids an protein shakes but i have did well sticking to it only slipped up once an ate some chicken breast.i had got sliced at the deli. I dont belive that will hurt me i hope not!! Anyone else close to surgery ? An any advice on after will be greatly appreciated. ????