Anxiou for Surgery
Feb 03, 2020
I am so anxious and ready for surgery! I am on a few weight loss surgery groups on Facebook and I see others and their success... I just want to go on and get it and begin my journey! I am scheduled for late March, and it seems like it is taking forevvvver!!! LOL. I know my time will come, and until then all I can do is wait! However, while I am waiitng, I am seeking a mental health professional to help me with my eating issues. I am nervous because this will be a revision surgery for me, and I am super worried that I will end up right back where I am. Some of it is mental... And I know that I MUST chande my habits in order to get long term results. There are so many things that I want to accomplish that my weight is causing a barrier with. I'm not going to live in the past. And I'm not going to live in conviction. I did not make the best choices in the past. I get that. I am taking steps every day to prevent that. And I have to understand that eating is a daily choice. I will have to wake up and choose to be healthy every day. I know I got this, and I am so so ready to start my journey!