3 years Today....

Sep 15, 2009

Wow! It has been a long time since I've posted on my page. Well all is well with me. God has truly been good to me.
I'm currently 189lbs...Ive never made my Dr goal..but after 3 yrs I've maintain. I feel pretty good. I still would like to lose another 25-30 lbs by May 18 2010. But whatever happens I know I will do my best and stay as healthy as I can. This journey is still hard as the first day. But I swear I wouldn't trade it for the world...No matter whom or what I have lost.....

So until next time...Stay Blessed!
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12-11-2008

Dec 10, 2008

Scripture: 1 John 4:4
You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.

Prayer: Precious Provider, sometimes I don't want to face the day! If you will be a fence around me, I know it will be okay. Some trials may be waiting on me today, yet I have the calm assurance that you are with me. Make me confident in the knowledge that my faith in you is your power at work within me. You are the greatest!
AMEN!

Scripture: 2 Corinthians 12:9
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather gloryin my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Prayer: Thank you Lord, for Your grace in the midst of disturbing moments.Whatever changes you bring into my life, help me to learn from them. Your grace is sufficient for me. In the name of Jesus, our Savior, AMEN


IT'S MY 2 YEAR REBIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

Sep 15, 2008

HELLO FAMILY!!!!! I PRAY ALL IS WELL WITH EVERYONE. IT'S BEEN A MIN SEEN I'VE ON BOARD...SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON (MOVING,WORK(2 JOBS) AND DIVORCE) BUT I'M STILL STANDING.
WELL AT 2 YEARS OUT I HAVEN'T MADE GOAL BUT I HAVE MAINTAIN 185 LBS(OK I GAIN BUT IT HAS BEEN MUSCLE) I'M A TRUE SIZE 12 AND I FEEL GREAT! GOD HAS BEEN SO GOOD AND THIS RIDE HAS BEEN HARD BUT I'M SO BLESSED TO HAVE THE FRIENDS,FAMILY AND BAF. SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN PRAYER AS I WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU ALL
GOD BLESS
KI

WHOSE BATTLE IS IT.........

Apr 30, 2008

Whose Battle Is It?

“But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem . Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out there tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!” 2 Chronicles 20:17 (NLT)
In today’s passage, God is talking to King Jehoshaphat and the Israelites. They’re about to be attacked by three enemies: the Moabites, the Ammonites, and the Meunites. 
Jehoshaphat had to be worried about how his people could defend themselves in such a battle, but God knew exactly what Jehoshaphat was thinking. He said, “You will not have to fight in this battle.” Now, that’s the kind of battle I like! 
What God tells Jehoshaphat in this passage, and what he would remind us today, is this: “The battle is not yours; it’s mine. You don’t have to fight in it.” In other words, it’s God’s problem. Let him solve it. The fact is if you are God’s child, then your problems are his problems. And he’s much better at fighting your battles and solving your problems than you will ever be. Your job is to trust him to work it all out. Perhaps the reason we have so many tired, fatigued, and discouraged Christians is because we think, “It all depends on me.”
The day you resign as General Manager of the Universe, you’re going to find that it doesn’t fall apart. You can relax in faith, trusting that God is able to run things without your help.
Twice in this passage it says, “Don’t be afraid,” and “Don’t be discouraged.” When you face a seemingly impossible situation, don’t be afraid and don’t be discouraged. Has God ever lost a battle? No. He doesn’t lose battles. 
There’s an important phrase in verse 17. God tells Jehoshaphat, “Take your positions and stand firm.” What does it mean to stand firm? It means to have a mental attitude of quiet confidence. It is never God’s will for you to run from a difficult situation. I’ve discovered that when I run from a difficult situation, inevitably God always brings it back around and gives me another chance. It’s inevitable. Why? 
Because God wants us to learn – and he wants to teach us through experience – that in every situation he is sufficient. He is competent and capable and he will meet our needs in that situation. Don’t be afraid; fear is the opposite of faith.


I wrote this almost a year ago today.........

Apr 03, 2008

Why am I still going through THIS BS IN MY LIFE?!!!!!! Will I ever have PEACE  and HAPPINESS in my life!!!!! Why can't I HEAR from GOD right NOW!!!!!!! GOD KNOWS I'm HURTING NOW!!!! I'm SO ANGRY with my HUSBAND RIGHT NOW FOR DOING ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!! WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME? I LOVE BEING A WIFE AND A STEPMOTHER AND HE TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME!!!! I'M SOOOOO ANGRY,HURT,DEPRESS,CONFUSS,LOST RIGHT NOW!!!!!!. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ANYTHING IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I JUST DON'T NO WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I TRYING TO STAY STRONG BUT IS IT REALLY WORTH IT!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I'M FIGHTING FOR NOTHING....ONLY TO KEEP GETTING THE SHORT END OF THE DAMN STICK!!!!!!!!!!! ALL I ASK IS TO BE HAPPY..TO BE LOVED...I LIKE HAVING SOMEONE IN MY LIFE...NOW THAT IS GONE... I DON'T NOW WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR ME BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN ANYMORE... OR HAVE I MESS THINGS UP SO BAD IN MY LIFE THAT HE LETTING PAY FOR FOR IT NOW!!!! I'VE TALK TO PEOPLE IN MY CHURCH,FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND EVERYONE TELLING ME ITS GOING TO BE OKAY, KEEP YOUR FAITH,PRAISE HIM THOURGH THIS STROM AND ALL THE OTHER SAYING.... SINCE DAMN SEPT 15,2006 I HAVE SEEN A LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL!!!!! I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.......
My God My God...what a year it has been. Filled with up's and down but I'M STILL STANDING!!!! I still have my days but I truly have came along way. I must admit that I backed away (RAN AWAY) from God,church,praying,friends,really anything that remind my of husband and family.I had became a person that I didn't know or liked.I was doing things that was not me at all.The DEVIL HAD A TIGHT HOLD ON ME.I didn't realize how hurt and broking i was and still am but I'm learning to deal with those things(facing those things what ahard pill to swollow) and knowing that God, friends and church are still here with me is a true blessing!!!! (THANK YOU JESUS) Now the time has come for my divorce and shutting the door on things in my pass,I now really feel good about my future,the road is still cloudy for me but I'm taking it on day at time and one prayer at a time. 
To think when I first started this journey 9-15-06 i was 370lbs and today I'm 170lbs!!! I lost 200lbs GOD IS GOOD!!!! I have so extra skin and I'm working really hard at toning but I'M HAPPY IN THE SKIN I'M IN!!!!! I'm healthy and I feel good no matter what I've lost i know that I have gained something that I will never want to loose again"MYSELF"
So until next time KEEP ME IN PRAYER AS I WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU
GOD BLESS,
KI


IS JUESUS CAPABLE TO MANAGE YOUR LIFE........

Mar 18, 2008


“He has rescued us from the domain of darkness and transferred us into the kingdom of the Son He loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.” Colossians 1:13–14 (HCSB)
It’s been my experience that whenever there is a change of leadership, people get nervous. It could be a new boss replacing another, bringing in a different set of procedures to replace the ones that are well-worn and familiar. 
It could be a change of leadership in the government. Will the new people in power change things for the better or for worse?
When Jesus pours His Spirit into our hearts, it represents a change of leadership. Before this Jesus-event, we’re in charge, making decisions independent of God; after this Jesus-event, God is in charge and we make decisions dependent upon Him. During this Jesus-event, we confess, “I can’t; God can.”
Paul describes this change in leadership as a transfer from the Devil’s domain of darkness into God’s “Kingdom of the Son He loves.” In one realm, the Devil is the despot; in the other, Jesus rules with love, redemption, and forgiveness. (Matthew 11:30)
When this transfer takes place, we face a choice: Will we submit to the God’s leadership or will we continue to make decisions based on how we did it when we were aligned with the renegade régime.


A HEDGE OF THORNS......

Mar 13, 2008


2008/03/13


“Therefore, this is what I will do: I will block her way with thorns; I will enclose her with a wall, so that she cannot find her paths.” Hosea 2:6 (HCSB)
We run from God; He calls us back. We hide from God; He seeks us out. We chase false gods; He reminds us He is the One True God, and He guards us jealously.
In order to illustrate his faithfulness and patience with us, God chose a prostitute named Gomer. Many men came to see her, but then one came, not to use her, but to marry her. 
He was a prophet from God; a holy man committed to pure and righteous living. He came saying God wanted him to marry her. You can imagine the shock, the laughter – and the mixed-up feelings. 
But it wasn’t too long before Gomer returned to her old lovers and old friends; however, God told Hosea to always go after her and bring her home – just as God forgives us and brings us home to Him.
Even though Gomer thought, “I will go after my lovers … (Hosea 2:5),” God blocked her path with a “hedge of thorns,” a spiritual wall He placed around her so she could not find her way back to those sinful relationships. (Hosea 2:6)
We can pray a hedge of thorns be placed around those in rebellion, but the same prayer can also be used as a “hedge of protection” for loved ones in vulnerable situations. For instance, asking God to place a hedge of protection around a child vulnerable to developing some wrong relationships, ones that may cause him to stumble or that may stall her Christian growth.
It is this hedge of protection that Satan points to when demanding God allow him to sift Job. The enemy couldn’t get to Job because God had placed a hedge around him. (Job 1:8-11)


NEW BEGINNINGS........

Jan 04, 2008

This was emailed to me...
New Beginnings" -

James 1:25 But if you keep looking steadily into God's perfect law — the law that sets you free —
and if you do what it says and don't forget what you heard, then God will bless you for doing it. -NLT

A new year is already here. And there are so many things that come with a new year,
including the need for resolutions. People usually feel that the beginning of year is when change
should occur and new ideas, behaviors, direction, etc. should begin. Well, there is nothing wrong
with setting goals for yourself, but never forget the basics. The basics are: live for God and he will
bless you! I have heard new years sermon after sermon. Cliche after cliche! Rhyme after rhyme!
"Get your break in 2008" "He won't be late in 2008" or "God's gonna cause you to lose that extra
weight in 2008" - It's the year of destiny, the year of prosperity, the year of plenty,
the year of breakthrough, the year of judgement, etc. Some preachers get their kicks out of saying
what type of year it is gonna be for you and the truth of the matter is, the rules never change. Live
for God and he will bless you!

Let this be the year that you depend on God totally for all that you need. Let this be the year that you
trust him for what you should desire and your total direction. But most importantly, let this be the year
that God can depend on you. No more in and out. No more doubt and fear. No more self serving spells.
Let this be a true year of soul prosperity and peace. Those things come by serving him. You will hear favor
message after favor message from many of the hype-preachers in the country this year. But remember
this. GOD GRANTS FAVOR WHEN HE IS PLEASED!. If your ways please him, he will grant you favor.
But if you are not pleasing him, then you are not operating in his favor, but you are operating in luck and
your own ability! Let this be a true year for the favor of God on your life. Seek him and his ways without
gimmicks and cliches. If you keep seeking him, you will find him. And if you keep pleasing him, you will
have his favor.



MY GOD...I NEVER WOULD/COULD HAVE MADE IT WITH OUT YOU!!!

Dec 17, 2007

I've been hearing this song on the radio for a while now (REV. MARVIN SAPP)and it always touches me...the words are deep and powerful, It brings tears to my eyes everytime I hear it. THANK YOU MY GOD FOR ALL YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME THRU,I'M NOT WORTHY OF YOUR LOVE AND YOUR FORGIVNESS BUT I THANK YOU FOR NOT LEAVING ME.....I LOVE YOU!!!!
Never would have made it, never could have made it, without you
I would have lost it all, but now I see how you were there for me

And I can say
Never would have made it,
Never could have made it,
Without you

I would have lost it all,
But I now how I see how you were there for me and I can say
I'm stronger, I'm wiser, I'm better,
much better,

When I look back over all you brought me thru.
I can see that you were the one that I held on to
And I never
Chorus Never would have made it

Oh I never could have made it
Chorus Never could have made it without you

Oh I would have lost it all, oh but now I see how you were there for me

I never
Chorus - Never would have made it

No, I never
Chorus - Never could have made it without you

I would have lost my mind a long time ago, if it had not been for you.
I am stronger
Chorus – I am stronger

I am wiser
Chorus – I am wiser

Now I am better
Chorus – I am better

So much better
Chorus – I am better

I made it thru my storm and my test because you were there to carry me thru my mess

I am stronger
Chorus – I am stronger

I am wiser
Chorus – I am wiser

I am better
Chorus – I am better

Anybody better
Chorus – I am better


I can stand here and tell you, I made it. Anybody out there that you made it

I am stronger
Chorus – I am stronger

I am wiser
Chorus – I am wiser

I am better
Chorus – I am better

Much better
Chorus – I am better

I made it, I made it, I made it, I made it, I made it, I made it, I made it, I made it


And I never would have made it
Chorus Never would have made it

Never could have made it
Chorus Never could have made it without you

I would have lost my mind, I would have gave up, but you were right there, you were right there

I never
Chorus Never would have made it

Oh I never
Chorus - I never could have made it without you.


Someone need to testify next to them and tell them I am stronger, I am wiser, I am better, much better. When I look back over what he brought me thru. I realize that I made it because I had you to hold on to, now I am stronger, now I am wiser, I am better, so much better. I made it. Is there anybody in this house other than me that can declare that you made it. Tell your neighbor, never would have made it. Never would have made it. Never could have made it. Never could have made it without you. Never would have made it. Never would have made it. Never could have made it. Never could have made it without you.

FIRST LOVE......

Oct 29, 2007

I heard this song so many times..but again God gives you things when you need them and this song spoke to my heart,body,mind and soul.I need to go back to my FIRST LOVE.... which is GOD, the void I was trying to fill can't be filled with NO ONE BUT THE LOVE OF JESUS!!!! I had to understand that I left the relationship..not Him, I need to go back and mend what I broke. God love for me is more LOVE then I will ever need or want.......

"First Love"

I know they hurt you
They saw you stumble but didn’t help you
And now they left you
They were quick to pray but slow to move

And now you’re empty
Too tired to run, you walk away
In the night there’s a voice
If you listen He sweetly says

Come back to your first love (first love [2x])
Come back home, back where you belong
Come (to your [2x]) first love

You didn’t make it
You thought your love would last forever
Ain’t it funny how a chapter can make a story change
Cold and lonely, you never knew hurt could feel this way
Understand there’s a plan if you’re patient
Hear the savior say

[Bridge]
God is able to heal if you listen
And He’ll show you His will if you listen
But you gotta be still and just listen, listen

Come back to your first love, first love [4x]
I'm back with my first love , first love [4x]

Home… Home… Home… I’m Home [repeat]

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12-11-2008
IT'S MY 2 YEAR REBIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
WHOSE BATTLE IS IT.........
I wrote this almost a year ago today.........
IS JUESUS CAPABLE TO MANAGE YOUR LIFE........
A HEDGE OF THORNS......
NEW BEGINNINGS........
MY GOD...I NEVER WOULD/COULD HAVE MADE IT WITH OUT YOU!!!
FIRST LOVE......

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