B E F O R E  Morbidly Obese, BMI 44    
A F T E R Normal, BMI 24.9
    

Here are my first few posts here about the first few days post-op


10/17 06:35 AM

Hello and good morning. I'm starting out this a.m. at 270. I'm on meds for blood sugar, high blood pressure, fluid retention, a beta blocker, a seratonin reuptake inhibitor. Am looking forward to perhaps NOT taking those every day. Seems impossible. =D Woke up this am with an infected ear piercing, I think. I'm SCARED that might put off my surgery date! Dang. What do you think?? Looking forward to my first support group meeting. I've talked to Vicki by phone and am awed by her success. See you guys soon!



10/18 05:52 AM

Today at 11:30 my hubby and I will leave for Richland. I've been packed for three days,with a costco 24-pack of Glucerna chocolate shakes. I think I will repack, because I think with the final stomach capacity, one shake will last me all day. =D 2:00 is meeting with Dr. Heap, then to KGH for preadmission stuff. TOMORROW at 7:00-ish I'll have a VSG. After doing some calculations, I see that losing 65% of my excess weight will result in an end weight of 180 pounds. Higher than I had hoped, just out of vanity (hey, who knew I had any left??), but out of the morbid category, which this is all about really. =D


10/22 04:55 PM

Hey you guys, surgery went perfectly. Dr. Heap and the entire staff at KGH were caring and professional. Got an acid-reflux fix as a bonus. I'm still heavily pain medicated, but so happy that my lifespan will soon be that of a "normal" person. It has been four days, and no gas or BM. I expect that WILL happen. When did you guys finally foof?


10/23 02:49 PM

Still trying to coax out the tiniest of gas expulsions. I was told to listen to running water to get my bladder moving, should I listen to a popcorn popper to get the last little inch of my colon functioning? Frustrating, but since I am enjoying the HECK out of beef broth and jello, everything is okay. I'm just impatient 96 percent/worried 4%.



10/26 09:27 AM

Good morning! I truly feel much better today. Began soft solid food yesterday, and whoooh hoooooh! what a difference. Yesterday I stepped on the scale and was 16 pounds lighter in one week. I checked my BMI, and it is 40.3. I am now only Extremely Obese. LOL! I have a fundraising project that needs to be finished by November 25th ... I am halfway there. Made three more snowflake beads this morning, and chopped a bunch of clear glass to make frit. It was just enough activity. I'm inside now, sipping water and thinking of a nap.


11/15 08:49 AM

Hey yall, I am merely OBESE now. I've gone from Morbid, to Extremely, and now I am just PLAIN old fat. My BMI is down from 44 to 38.2. Hooooh HAH! Nice meeting many of you at the support group meeting. I'm bringing two outfits, size 26-28, that may be considered holiday wear to the December meeting. Hope someone can use them!


12/28 01:22 PM

I read something in a post here ... that it takes about six months for ALL the swelling in the pouch to disappear. So, although it may seem like your pouch gets bigger, it really is just the healing becoming complete. EVEN if this is NOT true, I am going to hang on to that thought. It makes me uncomfortable to think that my pouch might arbitrarily enlarge one day ... you know? I'm almost 2.5 months out, and cottage cheese and soup are still my buds. I don't count calories, just try and get all supplements and water injested. My dogs get my leftovers too. My surgery has been the best thing that has ever happened to them. =D In other news ... Back in the olden days when my weight started with a one, I loved Jazzercize. After my daughter was born I took it up again ... but then one day, during the abdominal crunch floor exercize I passed gas quite loudly and unexpectedly, and a lady downwind got up and left. I was so humiliated, I didn't go back. In retrospect, I should have bucked up, everybody farts, right? Anyway, I've done some pilates lately, and they are just not my style. I'm a WHOOOOOH movin', dancin' kinda gal, and I'm SO looking forward to giving it another go. (Now ... where's my beano ... )


12/29 12:51 PM

Yay! Everyone is having a good day!! It just gets better and better, doesn't it?? I made a cheese sandwich with two mini-slices of baugette bread and some very moist cheddar, and HEY!! It didn't stick or feel weird!! My first good bread bites! Jazzercize. It WAS fun and surprisingly, the group was friendly. During the end of class where there was a random walking / skipping segment, the instructor said to say HI to someone you don't know, and about five people smiled and nodded to me. I felt very welcome and completely charmed. Hovering just around the edges of my mind was a little self-consciousness because the routines are peppy with a lot of bounce, and my jiggly butt cheeks were half a beat behind my main body. I bounce up, and I meet my rear end as it is just getting moving, on the way down. Ah ... BUT, hey ... I'm moving, dancing, going at a safe pace, and having fun augmenting my weight loss tool. AND ... I just got back from a long walk on the Greenway, which included three little hills. My word, I feel invincible!!


3-17-06

I posted this story on every OH forum I visit, I think it is my most heartfelt WOW-WEEEEE! moment. Three years ago, I ebayed a denim "kangaroo" skirt. It was SO cute on the monitor, it had a pocket like some sweatshirts do in the front, and a pocket on the side seam. PLUS, it was a 3X. A 3X with some style! Pretty jazzed about it, I ordered it and waited. When it came, I pulled it on ... to right above my knees, and I'm not kidding. Knees. In horror I checked the tag again. Yep, it said 3X. Was I a 3X? Yes. Was this a 3X? Maybe. Like 3X toddler, or 3X from a country of stick people. It made me feel ... hopeless. Totally deflated, I threw it in the back of my closet. A couple of months ago when I did my big closet clean-out, I excavated the 3X from the dusty depths. I tried it on again, and it went to the hips, but no-where near close to zipping. Can you imagine my delight, when I tried it on this morning (along with my lime-green striped silk shirt and my lime green fuzzy socks) and it fits like a glove? People at work are sick of hearing about how great I feel, so I resist sharing happy things, but DANG you guys. I feel like ... TAKE THAT, you mis-labeled denim skirt!! Who's the WOMAN now? Huh? I SIT on you, in complete comfort. HA. HAAAA!!!!


4-5-05

In my Photos, you'll see a before picture of me dressed in white ... as Matron of Honor at the wedding of my beautiful friend, Joan. I'm hot, flushed, I've sweated off my makeup hours before, my thighs are sticking together, my hair is plastered to my head, my back, hips and feet are killing me. At 285 pounds, my blood sugar was a trainwreck, blood pressure too high, cholestrol too high, my heart was straining to keep up. I thought weight loss surgery (WLS) was crazy and dangerous. =D

    
10-19-06

At one year out, I'm having a beautiful, happy, heartwarming day. I'm down 134 pounds, size 10 top and bottom, and for the last few months my weight has been stable. I think I am finished losing, and I'm so SO so delighted. I would have been happy to lose 100 pounds, thrilled to lose 120, but 130+ is just a BONUS!! Thank you GOD!


7-17-06

On my wedding day, September 17, 1983, my MIL (we call her Gramma since the kids came along) gave me this jade and gold bracelet and necklace set. I loved it and wore it on MANY happy occasions. After gaining quite a bit of weight, the delicate clasps strained to close over my fat wrists, and just the tip of the pendant stuck straight out between two rolls of chin fat. I couldn't stand to see them in my jewelry box ... little reminders that at one time I had been comfortable in my own skin, and was no longer.

I knew that I would be fat till the day I died, so I gave them back to Gramma to put in the safe-deposit box along with my will.

Today we stopped at the safe-deposit box, and I tried on my jewelry ... and they fit again. Beautifully. They are truly sentimental pieces for me ... I am so happy to have them back. Just a year and a few months before my 25th anniversary. =D


7-21-06

To my surprise, The Wall was right next door this morning when I tootled into work. Several coworkers and I took a walk while it was still cool. It was a painful, sobering moment.

Shortly afterwards as I shared some Rainier cherries with a homeless man, he told me I had a damn fine figure. =D I can say it has been 20 years since I've heard that. Well ... put that way at least. Wally says I look very "curvy". =D



8-11-06

155 pounds this morning. Words fail me at the wonder of that number. I'd cry, but I have to leave for support group this morning, and out of vanity, want to preserve my eyes and nose. I'm not a pretty crier. =D Such a wave of emotions are in my chest, it almost hurts. Interestingly, among the all the feelings you can imagine, there is a little touch of survivor guilt. I don't have the wherewithal to examine that now ... I might post it to the forum for observations ...


10-19-06

Happy WLS Anniversary to ME!! I feel like a million bucks in brand new bills today. I've taken a so-so pix, in pants that are way too big, just to mark the day. I weigh 151 pounds, weight has been stable for the last few months. I think I'm done, and I could NOT be happier. I am in love with the whole stinkin' world today!! =D {{{{{WORLD!!!}}}}}

 
2-24-07

I've been shopping at thrift store again, since I've officially shrunk to a size 10. I know I'd be much smaller without the excess skin. OH ... skin! Here is what I wrote recently to a fellow sleevester:

" Thank you for asking about my skin,and I don't mind sharing at all.

First, let me say I thought I had bad skin issues, till I went to abutterflyemerges.com, and read the story and saw the pictures there. At that point, I realized I had nothing to complain about. Genetics play a part in how well your skin snaps back, and the sweet woman who was so brave to have her photos taken didn't get one single break in that department. Take a look when you get a minute.

If you can imagine a latex party balloon that is deflating...it makes sorta ribbed wrinkles and sags? Well, that is my body. Under the arms, biceps, belly, butt, thighs, neck. I'm deflated! LOL. I made peace with most of my excess skin. Except for my TURKEY NECK. Dang. I'm looking into a Lifestyle Lift. AND ... maybe some work on my eyes. People are asking me if I'm tired because of my baggy eyes. Creme helps both those areas.

Some lucky people have physical problems with their excess skin, which might help them with an insurance-funded plastic surgery to correct that issue. Sadly, or happily, I don't have one tiny problem. Not one rash, not one weepy sore. I can stuff my skin into my clothes, and hide it pretty well. I expect that if I had a lower belt lift I'd be a size 6 - 8, instead of size 8 - 10. And...what will that accomplish, I rationalize to myself? So I'm one size smaller ... pfft. I am healthy, and happy. And so lucky to have the excess skin instead of excess fat. The fat kills, the skin ... is a trophy.

Don't misunderstand, I'd LOVE to have it removed. Truly. LOVE it. But I don't think I'll be able to afford it. Ever. And ... yeah ... it's all good, =D"

~~~~~~~~end of cut-and-paste note~~~~~~~~~

Hey, so ... I've lost 139 pounds. 139 pounds. That is like carrying around two 50-pound bags of dog food, plus four ten-pound bags of flour, and then suddenly being able to put them down. I feel ...weightless. LOL.

Blood sugar is good, cholesterol is good, blood pressure is good, blood chemistry is excellent ... I'm going and doing and living. I lost so much time to obesity, this last half of my life is going to be action-packed. =D

 

About Me
Yakima, WA
Location
23.4
BMI
VSG
Surgery
10/19/2005
Surgery Date
Oct 16, 2005
Member Since

Friends 417

×