Psychological Hunger

Jul 08, 2016

The last two days, the psychological hunger has been kicking in. I just want my moms Thanksgiving dinner....or a pizza...maybe some ice cream....Good God, no wonder why I'm obese?    I knew it would happen. They warn you about it while going through the process...but it is difficult because I tried so hard to be ready for this feeling and am feeling like a failure at this point.  I think it is hard, because I'm pretty sure my pouch is going to allow me to eat some junk (I was hoping for dumping syndrome). I'm so worried about failing.   

 

Last night I read about the process of pouch stretching...this helped me not want to eat. I don't want to go through all of this for nothing.  Last night I took the kids to see The Secret Life of Pets. I smuggled my bottle of water so I could continue with my sips. The smell of popcorn was overwhelming but I guess I better get used to life without food...I tell myself that it isn't exactly life without food, just less food. By having surgery, I am going to appreciate my meals more.  It's all about tricking your brain I guess...

With that, I'm out!  Encouraging word appreciated!  

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