Jan 17, 2020
This is day 1 on this site, I have postponed my sleeve surgery for the 2nd time 2 weeks ago, I was scheduled for January 13th the 2nd time. Straight up I'm scared. 1st I'm scared of the surgery. I can get over that, easier than the thought of throwing up the rest of my life, or losing my weight, then regaining it back or worse having the surgery and not losing the weight at all.!!! I need to lose a hundred pounds, I need to no longer be on insulin or have diabetes, none of this is guaranteed by having this surgery, all this is fear based. As I read some of these stories, I'm more fearful about going through and others are giving me strength and hope. If you want to reach out, I would love to hear from you. Thank you for your time.