HI everyone...home from the wars. I had my surgery on Tuesday and I regretting each and every bit of it right now. A huge depression has hit me....I had a really rough time in the hospital...I was there for 5 days...I had every test imaginable run on me. First they thought I had pneumonia, then they thought I had blood clots...then they thought I had some kind of heart problem. The whole time I kept thinking..."Man...any second now I could drop dead!" Luckily, I made it out alive, and swollen, purple and in a lot of pain. I have had a lot of gas pain in the last couple of days, but no hunger. I just don't understand how weak I am. I mean, I constantly feel lightheaded and fuzzy. I feel like making a t-shirt that reads "I went in for Gastric Bypass Surgery and all I got was 30 staples and a lot of regret." Sorry to be so negative, I just could really use some encouragement here. Please tell me that this gets better. Please tell me that I will resume a normal life. I just can't see the big picture here.