OK Siddy, You have admitted it, and know it. Now forget it over it. It's done, and over with. Now let's go forward. Think positive, get excited about wls again, think of something different to do on your journey. Redo your program and menu. I do say at times things do get boring. I really think you will do A-OK with your wl journey. Hang in there, also believe me I know everyone has eaten something that wasn't suppose to be eaten even ME. (giggling) Take care, and stay in touch~~hugs~~