One more day

Mar 21, 2011

One more day... this time tomorrow we will be arriving at the hospital to get checked in. Wow! I can't believe it's here. I have been going through this for so long or so it seems. I know 6 month really is a short time in the sceme of a life time but the last 6 months have been torturous. Making the decision to have surgery has not been an easy one. Now that is here, I am nervous, sad, scared, excited and worried. I am a worrier by nature so it does not suprise me that I am so worried and nervous. I just want this to go well. I got MRSA with my knee surgery and it has ruined my life. I pray that this surgery will help that. I just don't want to have any complications. I trust my surgeon and the facility. I trust God! Today will be clear liquids only. Tomorrow I will wake up from surgery a changed person... changed forever. I can do this. I want to get thin and feel better! I want to get off all of this blood pressure and  cardiac medicine. I want my knee and my back to feel better! I want to play with my kids again. I want to feel like I am living life again and not just going through the motions. I pray God will help me! I pray God will guide me. I pray the Holy Spirit will rest upon me and give me peace.

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