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Well let me start off by saying I have been dealing with being overweight for a long time. I have one child my baby Elijah age 11 who well will not have a weight problem thank God!!! I prayed that he wouldn't when I was pregnant with him. That in that aspect of weight he would be just like his dad tall and slim!! Yep he got those genes from him. I also pray that's all he got from him!!!:) I have been a single parent for like 3 1/2 years now and proably even being married too his dad I was a single parent as well!!! Anyway I have a wonderful boyfriend now that loves me and my son!!!


9/13/05
The pic below was at the Feb 05 with my Honey . I was trying too look cute!!!! Weight 245
Just FYI I'm trying too loose weight before I submit my paperwork too the BSBS along with a 6 month supervised diet with my PCP.
I started working out with my Honey on yesterday . He say's he is my personal trainer so I will be working out like 4 days a week. Which yesterday was really hard for me but I'm going too keep it up so after I have the Lap Band I will just keep the flow of working
out up!!!


9/14/05
Not feeling very good about myself today. Feeling fat wondering how did I let myself just go like this. Plus having a arguemnt with my boyfriend this morning did not help me.I'm just going too keep praying today cause that's the only thing that will get me through this day at work. Oh I'm scheduled for a sleep study on Sept 23rd. I think I really need this test because I really sleep horrible and wake up with bad headaches. I'm just ready for some change!!!


9/16/05
Good morning OBHM!!!! Just got back from my morning walk with my two co workers. I think we did a mile this morning:). Boy I have got too beat this (chunky girl syndrome). I want too be free from the weight drama amoung some other things in my life. I want too be happy and carefree it's really hard too be that way with all this extra I have. But I have abundant faith my Lord and Savior is going too see me through this WL Journey!!! Well on another note me and Honey are doing better today. He told me he was sorry for his jack-up mouth!!!! I love him so of course I forgave him since my mouth is bad as well!!! :) Oh well talk too ya later!!!


9/19/05
Another day!! I'm ok today just at work haven't got much done today due too it being Monday. Monday's are not my day at all.
My weekend was ok I spent Saturday with me!!! Loved every bit of that day! spent a lot of money though, scared too balance the checkbook today , I'll wait until Tuesday:). Did good today for breakfast I had a slimfast drink and a bottle water and for lunch a Lean Cusine dinner and a small salad and a bottle water. Dinner maybe just a baked potatoe and salad since I'm cooking T_Bones for my family:) Oh plus I did my walking twice today with my co workers. I'm going too work out tonight while the game is on half time!!! Go Cowboys!!!!



Happiness keeps You Sweet,

Trials keep You Strong,

Sorrows keep You Human,

Failures keep You Humble,

Success keeps You Glowing,

But Only God keeps You Going!

You are so special!


9/20/05
Oh well missed my sleep study on Sunday due too the poor coorporation of my babies daddy!!! Well I really wasn't mad cause I have a problem with sleeping away from home. But I will call and reschedule Wed. I figure I have sleep something cause when I eat I get sleepy anyway, after lunch I'm no good!! Oh well not much too say today just dealing with this weight until 1st of the year. I hope I have lost some weight when I go see my PCP since I have been working out and cutting back !! :)


9/29/05
Hey OH members well not much going on today just ready for the weekend. I go see my PCP tommorow so I hope I lost some weight!!
You know how it is I was gun-ho for like two weeks then I fell off the diet. I'm addicted too sweets and my boyfriend doesn't make it better by saying stop at the store and bring something sweet home. Or he will say I'm going too Mickey D's you want a Oreo McFlurry:) man I can't say NO!!! I need help seriously!!! He keeps saying little things under his breath when I talk about the surgery. But that's his problem not mine!!! I need too have this WLS due too many things going on with my body plus I'm sick in tired of being tired all the damm time. So this is a me thing!!! that's just coming from a DIVA In charge!!


12/08/05 Wow I haven't updated in a while not much too say just trying too keep all my ducks in a roll. I'm about too be laid off right after Christmas. But I think things will be alright as far as me getting another job. My mother thought that I was discouraged about the layoff due to this delay in having WLS. Not really since I'm undergoing the 12 months supervised diet for BCBS . I look at it this way it will just give me a better option of getting a better job with hopefully some "people friendly insurance". But JR is looking into carrying Elijah and I on his insurance next year anyway:). I just hope I'm not tipping the scales at 300LB by then!!! Any whooo the Lord will make a way!!!!


1/1/2006 Happy New Year!!!! I'm looking for new beginings this year all the way around my life!!!! Also I just want too thank my Heavenly Father showing me another year!!!! P.S. and blessing me with my baby boy "Elijah" who turned twelve on New Years eve!!!!



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About Me
Dallas, TX
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25.7
BMI
Surgery
04/11/2007
Surgery Date
Jul 25, 2005
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