abuddingrose
Refusing to take things lying down
Sep 08, 2009
I was supposed to have surgery today and begin to get healthier. We all know that didn't happen and why. I refuse to take things lying down or to take NO for a FINAL ANSWER.
I have spent too much time on the sidelines. I have made an appointment with a trainer at my gym to see what kind of intense work out I can get into. I need to take charge and do what I have to try get things under control.. My bp is up again ( 160/90), the knee is almost like it was before the surgery. Zell dosen't like taking me on the bike too far for fear of me getting ill or other things. I have a great deal of difficulty getting on an off of his motorcycle and its not big either. My knee does not want to bend as well as it did when the surgery was first done in April. I want to be included in EVERYTHING and left out of NOTHING. I want to wear a smaller size, be able to walk and not "bump"into anyone. To squeeze through small places just because I can. I want to stop taking all of the meds that have so many side effects.
I deserve to have a fulfilled life. I deserve to be healthy and I will be.
I refuse to take this hand I was dealt lying down.
The sky is the limit and I will SOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
