(((PHEW)))BUSYYY!!!

Aug 19, 2010

PHEWWWW is all I can say...I have been trying to get here and post  seems like forever and a day...  August 26th I will be 4 Months out...seems longer but its only be or about to be 4 months and down 85 pounds WOOOOwww peoples... I just been letting it do what it do, am not so much into jumping on and off the scale... I am keeping up with the changing in the clothes size... I went from a 5X to a 28 in 4 months...OH Family did y'all hear me... I went into Lane Bryant on August the 16th after leaving Catherin's(plus size store too) and not able to find a pink top for this occasion I was going to but to make a long story short I went into Lane Bryant after not been in a Lane Bryant store in yearsssss, and I came out with a PINK top a SIZE 28 I was so proud of myself...Now I wear the top to death you hear me to death... lol...lol that's the only thing I have brought so far trying to wait for the fall... so when you see my pictures and it looks like I have on that Pink/white/black and yellow Top in all my new pictures its cause I do...lol I wear a bottom with each one of them colors in da TOP... cause I'm so proud its a size 28... still have a long ways to go to get to my goal dress size which is a size 18, but right now I am Thankful & LOVING what is lossssssssed.

I am just so busy loving this new life changing experience till I don't know what to do wit myself... I have never been so ready to go like I am now... Every time somebody say U wanna? I don't even let them finish the rest before I'm saying when, how much and okay am going... I even went to the club, U gotta believe it... I didn't get on the dance floor not yet... but I feel it coming on...I went to see  Marvin Sease, (The Candy Licker) picture posted....N you would never believe it Yo girl had on pants y'all, yes I did I wore some britches...wit my new size 28 top .(picture posted) I haven't had on a pair of pants in ova 25yrs, y'all don't hear me ova 25yrs been to ashamed to wear them...

I am so happy right now, watch out am fix in to sing..." I Got MY Own House, I Got My Own Car, Two Jobs Work Hard U A Bad Broad If U Ain't On Sit Down"  , I never thought I would have days where I just felt like I fitted in no complaints,  it it feels so good to put on clothes and knowing they either going to fit just right or be to big...Yes y'all everything I have now is too bigggg... and the hens on my job are wearing me out... wit you are losing a lot of weight, what are you doing, y'all one even looked at me at that time and told me how how much I looked like I had lost at that time and I be damn if she didn't hit the shyt on the nose which was 70 pounds at that time so am like damn was I really that damn bigggg.... 70 pounds sounds like a lot, but when I look in the mirror I still see that 5X me...but everyone else sees different... is anyone else experiencing that?...  but it feels so good to walk into a room and not feel like you are the biggest thing in the room, it feels good to be willing and able to go hang out with family and friends and not feel like everyone is looking at you because you are huge but because they are amazed at  your change...it feels good to be able to smile back when smiled at...

I am home alone now so I have none thing but time on my hands so watch out there maybe in a city near you...lol...lol
Just enjoying ADIFFERENTME... GOD is good ALL the TIME... 

I have no complaints about my decision, and I hope and pray that everyone that has started their journey or have decided to the best.

~~~ADIFFERENTME~~~

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