Adrianne_Dawn
Shinning moment of clarity!
Jan 14, 2013
I went on a date last night and the guy called me beautiful twice. Not in a "I'm trying to get in your pants way" but in a genuine "Come on you know your beautiful" way. Which BTW has never been even close to my mind set. Cute yes, pretty sometimes, but Beautiful?? Me?? Really??
We went to a movie and I had to run to the bathroom and as I was about to leave I had to walk by a full length mirror and I stopped and looked at myself and was like "holy crap...who the heck is that skinny girl?" Seriously, that's me! I mean I see myself everyday and I see the size of my clothes but I think I don't really SEE the skinny girl that's emerging.
Sooooo TODAY I'm going to own it. I'm BEAUTIFUL!! INSIDE AND OUT.
Maybe I'll never see this guy again and maybe I will but for that moment of clarity I wouldn't change anything for the world. We are always so tough on ourselves. Society says size 0 is where it's at...I say happy and healthy is where it's at. Whether I stop losing weight today or go down to a size 8 or smaller....I know I'll be happy, beautiful and healthy.
For anyone considering this surgery - it really can change your life inside and out. :) Today is a good day!