Geesh!!!

Apr 02, 2012

I am soooo....depressed!  I feel like I'm never gunna get a surgery date!!!  I've lost 12 of the 15lbs that I was required to lose and still haven't heard anything!  I've been in this uphill battle since September! what's a girl gotta do?  I am ready to start this new life!  I wanna run, jump, kick, scream and do a cartwheel without fear of a heart attack!  I am trying to stay strong and be patient...its just so hard!!!
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Moving at a snails pace...

Jan 31, 2012

So...here I am 276lbs.  This is my heaviest weight.  I am currently feeling kinda down.  I've been seeing a dietician for the last 5mos. and I'm starting to think she hates me.  I haven't gained, nor have I lost a single pound since September.  My surgeon recomends that I lose 15lbs. prior to my surgery and I just can't seem to lose anything. I have reduced my calories drastically and still no weight loss.  Ok, I don't work out as much or as hard as I should but its honestly because when I do get started, I feel like I'm going to die...LITERALLY! 

I have an excellent team of Dr.'s and family that support me.  I just don't want to feel like I'm not serious about this surgery! 

Any thoughts on how I can get my booty into gear???
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