18 months...team goal! down 120ishpds

Apr 09, 2013

hey guys i am going to post pictures of myself and my boyfriend

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tomorrow!!!

Aug 07, 2012

 This girl is going to a support meeting tomorrow because I NEEED TOOOOO!!!! I need to get my mind nsync with my body, because as of now its not.....I have been having horrible anxiety attacks, and to cope with it Ive been working out with a trainner and trying to keep my mind off of the billions of things I feel like is going on in my life....its amazing that some people think the surgery will help u with all of your issues but in reality the surgery doesnt and you will still have life problems/issues no matter what....Im happy to say I wasnt that person...I knew this but honestly I didnt think that almost a year out I would struggle so much with my mind and how i feel about eating. Im border line obsessed with the scale..Im gonna get rid of it...and I think my anxiety surfaces from the issues of me being so freaked out about gainning weight....Well tomorrow Im doing a support group and I plan on going every wednesday! I feel like it would benefit me to go and talk to others about similar issues and problems....I just wanna feel "normal" and not like Im the ONLY person dealing with this........


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1 year check up...

Aug 04, 2012

wow! who woulda known one year and 100pds down....I am currently 185!!!! crazy right....Im excited!!! MY GOAL WEIGHT IS 145...... IM DEF. FEELIN LIKE I HAVE TO BUST MY BUTT TO GET THERE BUT I AM PREPARED!!! IM SO EXCITED, AND PLEASED WITH MY TOOL!!! I WILL BE POSTING PICTURES UP SOMETIME TODAY FOR ALL TO SEE!!! HOPE YOU GUYS OR GREAT!!!
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229 pds!! 58 pds down heckk yahhhh!!

Nov 24, 2011

hey guys....
today is awesome i went to my 3 month check up yesterday and i am officially down at 58 pounds oh yeaaaaaaaa im hoping to get down to 200-199 before january....well see

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update****

Oct 20, 2011

well heyyya guys!

I havent been on here in awhile BUT SO MUCH has gone on. First off i am currently 237! thats awesome 8 weeks out! Im feeling so different in my clothes, I am in a 15-16 pant and I went down a whole bra size lol yay for that! I went to american eagle and actually fit into a medium hoodie!!! wth!! lol I was so excited. Althought i feel like this journey is so hard mainly because you still have to keep up with you eating...YES SOMETIMES I FORGET TO EAT (NOT GOOD I KNOW) BUT I find myself not hungry and if I eat feeling that way i will puke everywhere...not fun.......anyways do i regret this??? ummmm heck no, this is the best thing i could have ever done for myself!!!

welp guys i will keep you all posted...hopefully the next time im on here i will be in the 220's!!! :) 

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UPDATE: 4 DAYS POST OP

Aug 21, 2011

well overall i feel great, soar but ok. Im just waiting to get my drainage tube removed on wednesday....I had a hernia that had to be removed during my surgery other then that everything else went great. I am so excited to see the progress to come in the future. I am certain that my clothes are already looser. welp thats all i have for today guys will keep you posted.
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welp tomorrow is it

Aug 17, 2011

this will be my last update until my surgery is offically over!!! I will let you guys know how it goes......
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one more day

Aug 15, 2011

wow this time is flying! I really thought that once i got my surgery date that the days would sllllllowww down...but Ive been working m-f every since so I think that gets my mind off of everything AUG. 18 2011 THE BIG DAY AT 730AM KEEP ME IN UR PRAYERS GUYS.....
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optifast: 11 DAYS TIL SURGERY :)

Aug 05, 2011

all I can say is YUCK! I paid 260 dollars for this stuff and I'd rather not EAT AT ALL THEN TO INJEST THIS SHIT! SO I HAVENT BEEN TAKING THE 7 DAILY SUPPLEMENTS IM SUPPOSED TO BUT IM NOT EATING LIKE I USE TO EITHER. SO IM DOWN 4 PDS SINCE LAST WEDNESDAY AND I JUST STARTED THIS OPTIFAST AUG. 3(WEDNESDAY) SO MY OVERALL GOAL IS 20#'S HOPEFULLY...CROSSING MY FINGERS GOOD LUCK TO ME! 
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dr's office reschedueled :(

Jul 12, 2011

So I was supposed to go friday July 15, to get everything in order for my surgery date etc, but my dr's called and said they had to rescheduel me for tuesday....oh well im just happy im APPROVED!!! IM ANXIOUS TO GET MY DATE THOUGH
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