aisha8
tomorrow!!!
Aug 07, 2012
This girl is going to a support meeting tomorrow because I NEEED TOOOOO!!!! I need to get my mind nsync with my body, because as of now its not.....I have been having horrible anxiety attacks, and to cope with it Ive been working out with a trainner and trying to keep my mind off of the billions of things I feel like is going on in my life....its amazing that some people think the surgery will help u with all of your issues but in reality the surgery doesnt and you will still have life problems/issues no matter what....Im happy to say I wasnt that person...I knew this but honestly I didnt think that almost a year out I would struggle so much with my mind and how i feel about eating. Im border line obsessed with the scale..Im gonna get rid of it...and I think my anxiety surfaces from the issues of me being so freaked out about gainning weight....Well tomorrow Im doing a support group and I plan on going every wednesday! I feel like it would benefit me to go and talk to others about similar issues and problems....I just wanna feel "normal" and not like Im the ONLY person dealing with this........
