WOW........

Mar 24, 2009

OMG!!!!! I can not believe I have not posted in soooo long!!! I have not even been on this site this year! WOW. I never ever in a million years would have thought that I could function without this site and all of the support and all of the information that it provides. I logged on and I got confused because so much of it has changed. Well, all of it has changed. Anyway, I’m back now and I hope to stay back.   Soooooo, lets get down to the dirt. I have gained back at least 40 lbs. I am so serious! I am back up to a size 20 and to be honest, I should probably be in a 22. I feel FAT all of the time. I just gained it back in the last couple of months, like since late January. My labs have been off really bad so I know hormones play a part but I have also been eating like I am crazy. I have a slight addiction to Ambien and it causes “sleep eating”. That is where I get up in the middle of the night and eat and don’t even know I’m eating. I will realize it the next day or when I am looking for whatever it is I ate. It is very frustrating and scary. I had gotten to the point where I did not leave snacks in my bedroom but then I started walking to the kitchen and getting stuff from there. Also, I can eat what ever I want and how much of it I want. I am now up to completing an entire combo meal in one sitting. So needless to say the RNY did not work for me. I never would have thought this would have happened but to be honest, I am not even mad. I actually think it is so typically me. Who else gets a free gastric bypass and then have it not work? J So I am just moving on. This year I will either have the revisional RNY or I will have a DS. And this time, I will know exactly what to do and what not to do. I will pouring myself back into researching and asking annoying questions just like a newbie cause it ain’t like I learned anything the first time!   On a personal note, I am still dating occasionally but between work and my son I just don’t care anymore. I am just not being challenged by anyone. I have yet to meet a man that really has any damn sense. Which just goes to show you…just because you lose weight does not mean that the men get any smarter. But I guess I should stop showing up on dates already on my cell phone talking crazy…lol My brother told me that it sets the tone and that when a man sees that I am not really interested he is not motivated to impress me. I told him that that makes good sense and I will try and do better.   Anyway, I am about to get off of work so I will try and post more later on.   Angela   P.S. It feels so good to be back! 03/24/2009

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