8 more days

Jan 08, 2012

I cannot believe I only have 8 more days before a large percentage of my abused and strecthed out stomach is removed. I am happy, scared and nervous all rolled into one. I am also more hopeful than I have been in a long time. I do not doubt that I will be successful with the tool I will be given. I am very confident, in fact, that it will work for me. This is a big deal for me because I am very positive for other people, but when it comes to me and how I see my life, I am more of a glass is half empty type of girl. I have felt like such a failure for a long time. So this feeling that I will succeed is remarkable. Despite this, I still fear the surgery itself but, I am hoping and praying for the best.

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