Let er' Rip! Let er' Fly!

Apr 14, 2012

  Well tomorrow is my last day with this big stomach. I woke up today feeling anxious and cried in the shower. My emotions are really high today and I have short patience with everyone or everything. Monday is my big day. Now I know what everyone means when you get cold feet for about 2 minutes and you ask yourself "What am I doing to myself? What the hell am I going to get myself into!" But it went away after a couple of minutes and I decided I was going to shop for some new make up and just enjoy the day with friends. I got irritated really easily today and I have been anxious all day long and it hasn't went away. On of my friends is a surgical tech and she works these surgeries all of the time. She sent me some messages explaining all the prep work they will do to try and help me not get so overwhelmed. She even did research on my surgeon and got very very good reviews about him. That was all comforting. I'm going to clean tomorrow so I can come home to a clean nice apartment!

I can't wait to get past the first few weeks and skip past the worst of it!!!! 



My Mom and I! We will have to get new pictures taken after I am on the losers bench!!!!! 

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