Feeling Blue

Aug 21, 2009

Not sure if its hormones or if its mourning the loss of my job.  But I feel blue.  I don't want to do anything but eat and sleep.   I'm forcing myself to get some exercise.  Trying to do things with my husband.  I have plenty I could be doing around the house.  Need to the clean up the room that will be Baby's room.  Its storage right now.  I could clean. I could even scrapbook but I just want nothing to do with any of it.

I just don't feel like myself.  I feel like I should be the happiest person on the planet because one of my life goals is coming true.  But I just feel Blue.  I see my therapist soon I may need to try to get in earlier if this keeps up.  I really hope it only has to do with my job loss and not knowing what step I should take next.  The plan was to be a stay at home mom and now that I am pregnant I feel guilty if I pick up a job and leave in 8 months.  If only the lay off had come 6 or 7 months later that would have been a little more ideal however as I have learned its not on my time line.  Its God's time its God's plan.  I may not understand his plan but I trust everything has been put into action for a reason.  I just have to be patient and wait and see how things unfold.

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