Amanda2904
Post-op
Dec 23, 2010
2 days post-op and I would be lying if I didn't admit that I am a little in shock. I am wondering why I could never keep the weight off and if I had not done this if I would have ever been able to live the life I dream of. The food connection is what I hope to figure out, I am going to keep the journal and try and figure out why I eat. I have loved to eat and had to sneak food for as long as I can remember. I have also always thought of food as a reward, for working hard, doing something well, being happy, etc. Now that food cant play that role, what will my rewards be?