2 months post op

Feb 11, 2009

well well well it is two months post op already, I really feel as if it has flown...I have wanted to start a vlogg thing but I haven't yet I keep saying I am gonna but I am busy and in the time I am not doing anything I don’t want to fill it with awkward talking to myself time.

I haven't been on a scale in like two? weeks I think, but last time at the doctors I was def under 300 and I had lost 100lbs since my first weight in for my first appointment at my doctors moment...so that was pretty exciting...and I told myself before I wasn’t going to care about the scale and I am not I know it is inevitable that I am going to lose weight...and I know I am losing inches...but I do have an appointment next Tuesday at my center so I will know what the weight is then...

I put pictures up from 2 months that I took earlier today I see these pictures and people say they are accurate but I dont see that person but I guess that this is the roller-coaster we all signed up for and I am fine with that...

Two of my very close friends I live with are both very nice girls that have similarities about each other which is where both of them just believe the good in people to much..they both had things happened the past weekend that made me really mad and I thought about it a lot on why they don’t stick up for themselves or realize when people are giving them shit...and I just sat there thinking about what made me different...I have no problem sticking up for myself...I never have...I have no problem sticking up for my friends...I think I am pretty quick witted...I am defensive...I think being defensive is not necessarily the best thing ever...because I think it spawned from the fact that I have been fat my whole life...I have been picked on so much had so many stares so many people say things...have had so much shit happen...that has made me who I am today...a strong person who isn’t afraid to stick up for myself...and even at nearly 400lbs if I could help someone not disrespecting me I would...and it will still be that way from now on no matter what...and I will continue to to stick up for my friends because even though to me being fat sucked and I missed out on a lot now in my life, even though I really never thought I did but I have...it has made me the strong adult I am today and its something no one can take away from me and its one of those moments where you cant forget where you come from in this whole journey....

3 Comments

About Me
Rochester, NY
Location
37.4
BMI
RNY
Surgery
12/11/2008
Surgery Date
Apr 09, 2008
Member Since

Friends 240

Latest Blog 18

×