Alicia M.
Support needed
Jul 28, 2013
I have not been on in a long time and had no where else to turn. I know I can get the support i need.
on July 22 2011 I lost the greatest man every my daddy. This was hard and still is. I live in his home and have done lots of work to get it in the condition my son and I can live and maintain it on my SSD. Bills are a challenge and stressful big time.
I have gain a lot of weight I am up to 173 pounds and not happy at all. I still am good no sugar low carbs but I tend to graze to much I think. I drink coffee non stop I eat when I am not hungry.
I have a son 16 and 290 pounds I hate seeing him this way and I cook healthy but his medication for ADHD is messing with him big time.
I stress over that and it did not help Jan 2012 I had major back surgery fusion at L4, L5 S1 and a decompression I did fantastic felt great THEN 3 months post op I was sitting at red light and someone ran into the back of me and ever since then I am down and out no motivations pain unreal this accident caused a rupture at L3 and I will need surgery again but dr wants me to hold off as long as I can. I can't walk no more because of pain and daily chores is a handful.
I have a son who will not help and fighting all the time is depressing enough so what do I do ??????
I can't go back to dr I am ashamed of the gain of weight.
I am a work in progress again smh