Support needed

Jul 28, 2013

I have not been on in a long time and had no where else to turn.  I know I can get the support i need.  

 on July 22 2011 I lost the greatest man every my daddy.  This was hard and still is.  I live in his home and have done lots of work to get it in the condition my son and I can live and maintain it on my SSD.  Bills are a challenge and stressful big time. 

I have gain a lot of weight I am up to 173 pounds and not happy at all.  I still am good no sugar low carbs but I tend to graze to much I think.  I drink coffee non stop I eat when I am not hungry.  

I have a son 16 and 290 pounds I hate seeing him this way and I cook healthy but his medication for ADHD is messing with him big time.

I stress over that and it did not help Jan 2012 I had major back surgery fusion at L4, L5 S1 and a decompression I did fantastic felt great THEN 3 months post op I was sitting at red light and someone ran into the back of me and ever since then I am down and out no motivations pain unreal this accident caused a rupture at L3 and I will need surgery again but dr wants me to hold off as long as I can.  I can't walk no more because of pain  and daily chores is a handful.

I have a son who will not help and fighting all the time is depressing enough so what do I do ?????? 

I can't go back to dr I am ashamed of  the gain of weight.  

I am a work in progress again smh

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Titusville, FL
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02/14/2007
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Aug 19, 2005
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