Ok, its over, bring on the loss

Jul 26, 2015

Period ends today, so I am ready for my stall to be over.  I feel like I have been in an unending stall for the last month.  Its so frustrating.  I look at myself in the mirror and wonder if I will ever lose any more weight.  Or if I am broken because of the revision.  I wonder if I am destined to be over 300 pounds for my whole life.  I wonder if my surgery was done properly and if my body is working the way its supposed to.  

I've decided I am going to use the rest of my optifast and go back to 3 shakes a day and a lean meat meal with veggies for dinner.  I got my PatchMD patches so I am hoping the extra vitamins (I keep having trouble with mine) will help to increase my energy.  And I am starting my rowing back up today.  

I know I can lose weight living on this diet.  The RNY is the tool to help me.  I just wish that when doing everything right but less extreme was working.

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