Officially in the 200's

Aug 23, 2015

I have moved on.  I am out of the 300s and officially in the 200s.  Got on the scale this morning and it started with a 2.  

I can't get over it!  When I lost weight with the lapband I felt great about this milestone, but then when I went back to it I dies inside.  Now I just keep thinking about how I must NEVER get back to that number.  Ever!

Good feelings aside from this morning, i went to a party last night and it was a disaster.  Not only did I have a half a glass of wine (I can't believe I did that when I am such a big proponent of not drinking in the first year) but I ate potato chips, and I felt fat.  So so fat.  I couldn't get comfortable.  I didn't want to be there, and as soon as I was sober enough (that half a glass messed me up) my husband and I got out of there.  We are having a party at our place this sunday, and I am not looking forward to it.  

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