amyloveslou
Hi my name is Amy and I have been overweight all of my life. i am 38 years old have 2 children and have been with my hubby for 16 years. i have tried every diet under the sun .weight watchers more then 10 times .jenny craig 2 times the stupid diets you read in the magazines.Dr's diets ,working out, calorie counting, starving, pills even tried out for the biggest losser. I am at my ropes end. I just dont like what I see. when i see pics of myself it makes me SICK..I get depressed and want to vomit. i am lucky only to have high blood pressure and nothing else but I take 3 pills a day for it .To get rid of them would be great !!
july 21 i thought I was having a heart attack.. I had my 13 year old daughter with me. I was so scared i didnt want to tell her. we were at a local fair and she was riding rides with friends. i started have truble breathing and sweating uncontrolable.I waited till she got off the ride looked ant her and said we have to go to the ER...the look in her eyes were so bad. i scared my daughter to DEATH !! I am the mother... i am NOT to scare my kids like that. the dr keep me for 3 days to test me and he said to me.."you are so young. Why did you do this to yourself ?" those words ring in my head every time I want to eat something bad for me.. my problem is portion control.....I have tried to eat small plate baby fork but I still over do it. I am afraid that i will make myself sick after i have the lap band by my eatting but some people have said you learn not to.... i havnt told anyone in my family that i am going to talk to a DR. I have told my best friend... now i found here i am hoping on finding some friends who understand.....
