crazy life....

Dec 10, 2009

I have to report that my life is so bitter sweet...I have this turmoil going on with my father and my twin brother and its effecting me in so many ways....I'm trying to keep it together but I feel I'm falling apart sometimes and fill that outlet with staying busy.my kids need there mom back.... On the other hand I have never felt so good in my life...Meaning the weight loss. Kind of selfish...I guess.....Action is the enemy of thought..
I'm always on the go and since I have this new energy...I say that because I have always been confident, just more so now....I try everything and get out there...WOW...noone understands. I can do shit that I have always wanted to do and I'm succeeding... Roller derby...( BABINA BASH-HER) back to school next month too...
I go out with my girlfiends and catch up with old friends from the past...I dont stay out all night and I come home at a decent hour...
My Hubby...I have to say that he has lost a lot of weight also since I dont eat as much and he has been working out with me. he weight lifts too...so I'm happy for him.. ...he has always supported me ...I have a goal I need to obtain and I want to get there before I'm too old....So hopefully all goes well.... I will try..

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