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Jan 26, 2011

OMG..been a while since I've updated.I still get on here for support when I feel like I'm failing or wanting to give up.I have gained some weight back but not a drastic amount.The holidays really got me and I had to fight off depression and my emotional food eating got the best of me..Mostly slider foods. I never had a problem eating sugar and differant foods and so that is what made me feel like my pouch is not working...I know that I cant eat alot of food still.Ive tried..trust me...But its what I'm eating..for sure. So I like me being honest because I'm a human being and still a fat girl...lol. So,I'm checking myself big time...Taking my ass to Golds Gym which I have a membership and havent utilized in 2 months. I know..I suck...So I'm going to a class tomorrow...A cycling class..I always found them fun and motivating.
I moved to San Antonio Texas and got into a rut...Nobodies fault but mine.Everyone still is like,why do you obsess about dieting and what your eating..you are thin! I naturally don't believe them and so I keep to myself. They just don't know that its a constant battle...I never got to goal but got to 164 and I was feeling skinny then..but then I feel good at 175...which I maintained for a while.Well,I hope by me being honest someone out there can relate.Up to us to pick ourselves up and say..I'm not a failer....
Oh by the way,Decided on saving money I was going to use for plastic surgery to buy a home.Figured,I can always get it done later after I get serious..plus I have to have a roof over my head...lol...
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Sacramento, CA
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01/12/2009
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Jun 08, 2006
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