Just my thoughts for today

May 05, 2009

I'm trying really really hard to be a good girl and it's getting harder and harder at times like today there is a big choc. cake sitting across from me and while I keep telling myself I don't need it and it doesn't need me it's very very hard since it's sitting there looking at me.

It's very hard but I better make it through the day without trying to have a slice.

Maybe I should make myself a deal or something if I don't eat a slice or a piece of it.

I have to be strong here and I guess I needed to vent a little bit.  I have lost weight since my first fill, my surgeon said he'd like me to lose 1 lb a week for now and it stopped after I lost 4 lbs the first week so I'm not sure hopefully I can get it to move down again.  I'm sure I can make it move down again.

Just needed to vent,
Melissa

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