1 YEAR! 100 lbs gone

Jun 18, 2009

   Pinch me..someone pinch me!   So 6/10 was my 1yr RNY surgery and I have met my 100 lb weight loss goal as well.  !!!!  I'm so amazed and grateful. 

What a year and it just flew by.  I'm still adjusting my continual weight loss and the bodily changes.  As well I'm still adjusting to the emotional and mental changes too.   My outlook and perspective on life and family and relationships just seem to be evolving and changing; for the better I'd say.

My kids and hubby seem very happy as well...my little six year old is thrilled she can interlock her hands around my waist.  Now my hubby can actually pick me up...both firsts!!!!  My son's who is 12 yrs old gives me much kudos:  "Cool mom. Cool! " with an approving head nod.     Hey, for a 12yr old that is serious praise!  

My confidence level overall has shot up but I find I still struggle with the behavior traits of the old self (self doubt; low self esteem etc..)  I keep praying and asking God to guide my path, my thoughts, etc...and that I have the ability to listen and apply.

Now for the fun part:

6/10/2008 I was clocking in at 256.
6/10/2009 I'm clocking in at 155/156...it does vary on time of day etc, but I'm taking that 100 lb loss THANK YOU VERY MUCH! 

For old time sakes I went into Lane Bryant and Torrid to try on a size 14 pants - get this: TOO BIG!   =)  I am amazed and cheering inside...I lived in those stores for years and years.      Now I'm in a flux in trying to find my true size clothes..what a FUN dilemna right?  I can live with that..but I do need some new clothes soon.  

I will be updating my new pictures.....speaking of which...I cannot recognize myself when I look at old pictures - actually it sort of makes me sad...I know the hidden pain behind that smile.    So that is my drive to keep fit, keep healthy and keep going!  In the words of some good friends: Let go and let God!

I wish you all the best in your journeys!

Much Love,
Anna    *Now off to find some more yummy Gastric Friendly dessert recipes*

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