Marsha Joseph
Shame was instilled in me at an early age. I won't ever forget the harsh words that have shaped my life, they almost destroyed me, but God, His Grace and Mercy rescued me from me. Somedays are still hard as I heal emotionally, mentally and physically but I am committed to this transformation.
My weight has been an issue since a child, sometimes I felt it was more of an issue to others than it was to me. I have been fighting this battle since I was a little girl. So here I am now, still fighting to undo all of the negativity that has been implanted in my being, in my essence.
I AM FORGETTING ALL THE HURTS OF MY PAST AND PUSHING FORWARD TO EMBRACE ALL OF THE BEAUTY GOD HAS CREATED FOR ME, AND CREATED ME FOR!
I AM A 38 YEAR OLD SINGLE MOTHER OF A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER WHO IS COLLEGE BOUND. I HAVE DECIDED TO TAKE THIS TIME INMY LIFE AND FOCUS ON ME AND WHATS IMPORTANT TO ME. THERE ARE SOME SERIOUS CHANGES THAT NEED TO BE MADE AND THIS SURGERY IS THE BEGINING OF SOME GREAT CHANGES I AM ABOUT TO EMBARK UPON!
I know that I am beautiful and wonderfully and fearfully made, my body is a temple, I just made some bad choices along the way and this is my chance to have a second chance. I want to be around for my grandchildren and to see my daughter married and fufilling her dreams. My goal is to be 140 to 150 ponds,I have 60 to 70pounds to loose and a new journey to gain! My goal is to love myself and others the way God loves us... I will continue to love with reckless abandoment.
