I'm having the time of my life!

Nov 26, 2008

So many good things are happening right now.  I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!  It is the holiday season and I have a real boyfriend!  He is wonderful! We are doing so many things and it is nice to have someone to do those things with.  Last holiday season I was so LONELY.  I am now a "we".  A couple in a couple's world.  One of my most hoped for wishes has come true.  And all at the weight of 203.

Who knew?  Years ago, like 2003 when I last weighed 203, I still abhored myself and thought of myself as so ugly and fat and unloveable.  Shoot ahead 5 years, same weight (with a lot of yo yoing in between) and I am happy.  I don't really see myself that way anymore.  I am still "fat" but know I am on my way to a smaller body and am enjoying the ride.  

This Thanksgiving, 2008, I am so very happy for my lapband and Jimmy.

 

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