Failure.

May 01, 2014

I went through a terrible divorce, moving across the state, new jobs, new husband all while trying to maintain a healthy weight and lifestyle.   I have gained quite a bit of weight back and I am continuously throwing up.  I try to focus on protein (meats, nuts, etc) because i know they will make me not feel hungry.  Almost every meat I eat, whether its chicken, fish, steak, whatever - I can almost guarantee that I am throw it up.   I feel hungry all the time.  This makes it so I have very little energy - but I try to keep active as best as I can.  Walking my dog, swimming in the summer, etc.    I made an appointment to see if I am eligible for revision surgery or least see if my RNY has a problems or I've just failed as a WLS patient.   I am sad and feel broken hearted.  I've read so many success stories, but right now I am not one of them.  

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