13 months out and need some help

Jan 28, 2010

So i know my 13 month aniversery was technochly last friday, but with work and school didnt have time to write. not much has changed with me. the last time i weighed i was 174. i hate hoping on the scale and not seeing the number move so i just dont get on it. Lately all ive been wanting is sex. I want a relationship, but at this point i could say screw a relationship and just have a sex partner. before surgery i could take or leave sex now ever since my surgery i want it all the time. anyone else feel this way? i dont allways act out on this urge, but i so wish i could. this semester is going to be a very trying one. even though i am only taking 13 hrs it is still 5 classes. one of these classes has a 20 page pointless paper to it. but i am going to put my all into it. once i finish this semster its all down hill from here. my next strugle is lately ive been so nasues and havent been eating like i should. ive been eating more pretzels then anything do to the salt content that helps with my nasusnous. i just dont want to have to be on ant acids again. i cant afford them so i dont want them. aso lately my pouch has just been feeling so tight. i can barley fit much solid protein in my pouch. should i be worried about this? i can fit grapes in my pouch, pretzels, mashed potates, and yougart just fine. i tried eating an apple and just about throw that up . i dont know if this is something i should be contacting my surgan about or just ignore it. well thats it for now. anyone who is reading my blog if u could answer my qustions that would be most apprciated . love all my oh peeps.

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